it's been a long time since i wrote my previus entry..anyways..sembreak na and and im enjoying evrybit even if my gums hurt coz my third molar was just removed 10 hrs ago..anyways..i had fun on my bday!!! almost everybody dat confirmed was there...and the best part was the gifts!! i got lyk 4 body shop thinggys and 2 beauty bar goodies that i think could last for a year! and i got weird spongebob boxers and spongebob socks that laughed the heck out of me...i got 5 dangglies! uhm..a necklace which i love...bracelates..3 perfumes..they think that i stink...chopsticks..teddy bear...turtle stuff toy...which i named turtle dude!! coz of finding nemo...uhmm a pig soft thinggy...a candle for happiness..another candle w/c lights my way...shirt..lotion...mehn...they must think i dont buy lotions soaps and all that stuff! or..they have no idea wat to give to me...anyways...i love em all...especially turtle dude! i will upload a picture of turtle dude as soon as i find the cable to by fone..anyways...thank you r4 + jay for comin...xtra ateneo frnds...kahit n hnd lahat pumunta.."band" mates! kahit na wla ng jams..wla n rn atang band..haha..star sec! 27peeps pumunta!...section 7!...china frnds! ace..dale..ozzy..jayme..jan!..mich..jenny...bsta...53 pumunta! i love u guys!

i dont know what to do,
i dont know what to say,
i cant think, i cant breathe,
i cant live in this world
i need to see, i need to know
i need to think, i need to breath,
i just need to say these words to you,
help me go through this road of misery
cause i cant go alone..
save me from falling down the bridge of no return,
cause i cant go alone..

..sitting in the car, minding my own business, cherishing the companionable silence between me n my mom..when all of a sudden, she ruins it with the line "achi, d ka close s mga kapatid mo.." i was like...what?! another one of those long lectures all of a sudden and i weas off guard...again..i h8 when my mom starts a lecture when everything's going mighty damn fine and starts to ruin it by the first word that comes out of her mouth! i think she can't stand the silence..my mom's always the gossip hunter and likes it when there's a conversation going on...well, im the opposite..i like things quiet..smooth..silent..the tranquiliry, solitude..and all that... and what's up with the lecture about me not being close to my siblings?! i prefer in between you know..im close with them in a way that im not...in between...im not the huggy, kissy, comment-giving big sis..im more of a listener, advice-giving person. i dont mind them when they dont mind me and i mind them when they mind me...its mutual mehn! that's why we're siblings for goodness sake!

after that car ride, i went to starbucks for a well-deserved caramel frapp! which was greatly needed that time, since i needed to forget about that lecture..because..for me..that's not true..and my mom only sees the side that we let her see..i mean..if me n my sis were in a room..we would talk about lots of things...but when somebody comes in -that would be mom - we would be,like, silent, you know?

so..this is the life of me...:)

i like stand out by tevin campbell..and eye to eye...also sung by him....these 2 songs are from a goofy movie...la lang..kewl e...tska nice beat
lapit n ko matapos s the curious incident of the dong in the night-time...ganda!
kausap ko nina c zzz s YM..tpos usap usap kami..cnbi ko n hnd ko n tlga killa c anu kahit na kllang klla ko sha...labo db? anyways..haha
i finished my En12 paper bag! la lang...hehehe

damn accounting!!!! my 3rd exam basically sucked!
my PE exam wasnt that bad...
my eco quiz...don't ask!!
i should be studying for my law exam but i'm not...
found a song for e's partey!

i forgot...bout the crying part....i did dat just a lil while ago...

i don't understand them...when they don't get what I say...they're gonna say that I'm not clear enough...but when i don't understand what they are saying..they say that it's because i have a low IQ!?!?!?!??!?!?! what the hell!!! I dont get that...i really dont...I don't understand them because they didnt say it clear enough and then they just concluded that i have a low IQ?!?!?!?! i wanna cry out of frustration!!!!!!

another thing...i dont understand this:

Life leads the thoughtful man on a path of many windings.
Now the course is checked, now it runs straight again.
Here winged thoughts may pour freely forth in words,
There the heavy burden of knowledge must be shut away in silence.
But when two people are at one in their inmost hearts,
They shatter even the strength of iron or of bronze.
And when two people understand each other in their inmost hearts,
Their words are sweet and strong, like the fragrance of orchids.

What does he mean???

hey! we practiced our part for e. "party"...this is gonna be fun..anyways....i ate 4 bananas 4 dinner..some noodles, a teaspoonfull of spinach n fish...what a dinner...haha

boring day 830am...where was I? in the lib...doing what? my eco hmwk w/ e....nerd...

1130am...our studying adventure ends...gonna eat...so...went to caf up

1215pm our lunch ends...on to eco102!

1230-130pm eco class....lecture..zzzzzzzzz

130-230pm listened to music...checked out pics in e.'s phone...

230-330pm en12! another debate...proposition of the govt: unbiased reviewers are a myth...of the opposition: of course..the opposite

330-430pm watched Noon at Ngayon on F.avr w/ blockmates....is now disgusted w/ the movie...i think Jericho is pathetic...ewww

430-515pm again..in the Lib...did my en12 notes...read a bit of law...got hungry...

520-535pm caf...bought food...ate like a horse

535-555pm n.a. came...we talked...went to zen...talked some more...n.a. left...i went to cov.s.

600pm saw the car...got in it...w8d....u. got it...said the game isnt over...went to cov.s. w/ u. Game's over...they won...by a point...

636pm CP garcia

645pm jolibee

700pm home sweet home

1003pm blog thinggy done

he told me sumthin....he told me dat a. said, "let's stay friends.." or sumthin like that to n. after the incident...it pisses me off...kc n. just got off sumthin and went to the next...damn you